see me in their sky

i’ve done it… i’m not a “Man” anymore. i was never any good at it…
so now i’ve done it, and i’m still lost.

what is my sexuality anyway? i don’t know… and so… i look into the cloudy grey skies of morning in the cold breeze, and dive into my heart for warmth.

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15 august 2017

who’s going to love me now?
the wind came and scrubbed the desert floor
clean, leaving bare rock
and hard sand
the sun came back after a torment
and inside
the temperature went through the roof

who’s going to be so strange?
turn 360 degrees hurling sheets of fury
wet, splashing under the door
and hard rain
the sky touched the earth in a torment
and outside
swirled with mist across the distance

who’s got the time to sort it out?
the body wracked slouched in the open door
drained, too empty to talk
and hard floor
the blood laden down brooding in a torment
and all around
a tornado twisted up the world

i never thought it would come to this
alone in the wind and the rain
and when the sun comes, more pain
who’s going to love me now?
who’s going to be so strange…
who’s got the heart
that shows me how?

i think about the things i say and feel
by myself below a blazing sun
and as hail strikes, come undone
who’s going to love me now?
who’s going to be so strange…
who’s the one
that’s asking how?

i blend into the grey skies when they come
solitary under shadows of doubt in the clouds
and as the winds blow, shrouded
who’s going to love me now?
who’s going to be so strange…
whose love see me
in their sky somehow?

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